Here are some thoughts to embrace about God Winks through the wings of a butterfly. I’m definitely going to have to ponder those thoughts some more about those special memories of being in tune with surroundings and living in the now.
If only I hadn’t written this post then I wouldn’t be where I will be then.
Look at the mess I am about to make, the worst part of it is that I think this is good, a good idea, as I am doing it, more than that I feel excited at the prospects which I envision rippling outwards from this tiny insignificant pebble being thrown into the swirling, turbulent ocean which looks like a placid pond… because I need it to appear that way. If I saw it the way that it actually is, then I wouldn’t do this. Which I shouldn’t do, but I am going to do it anyway, I have to do it, the compulsion is greater than the repulsion. And this isn’t just about me, even if it sometimes appears that way.
Life was so much better before I started living it forwards.
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